my ex boyfriend said:
"u play video games to much!"
i looked at him and replayed:
"and u masturbate to much, so were even"
lol
well today i made some neko ears by hand
they turned out pretty well
-proud-
and wow..i came here and read my journal...the first one....lol.............i still haven't bought a camera
-_-'''''''

I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS WHEN THEY COME WITH THERE BITCH CRAP!!
THEN LEAVE CAUSE ITS VALENTINES DAY AND THEY HAVE TO BE ALL LOVEY DOVEY!!
WELL REMMEMBER DAD WHEN I HAD A BOYFRIEND AND U HATED HIM???MMHNN?? U NEVER LET ME BE HAPPY WITH HIM!
I LIKE HIM! I LIKED HIM SO MUCH! AND U COME W/ THIS CRAP SAYING THAT I HAVENT FALL FOR NO ONE SO I WOUNT UNDERSTAND??
THEN LET ME BE DAMIT!! THEY THIS FUCKING DAY COMES AND I TRY TO MAKE U MY PARENTS HAPPY!!!
LATER U COME WITH BRAND NEW SHIT!
WELL FUCK IT!!
IM GONNA BE THE BAD DAUGHTER U ALWEIS SAY I AM!!!!
WEL FUCK U!!
FUCK THE WORLD!!
THEY ONLY THING VALUABLE HERE IS MY FRIENDS!! U KNOW THE ONES THT HELPED ME WHEN I WAS DYING!!! THE ONES U HATE DAD!! THEY ONLY ONES THAT ACTUALLY CARE FOR WHAT I DO!!!
THE ONLY GOOD THING OF THIS DAY IS THAT I SEE U LESS CAUSE U GO OUT W/ MOM!! AND THE DAMN CHOCOLATE DISCOUNTS THEY PUT IN STORES!!
FUCK U WORLD!! U WILL NEVER FUCKING HURT ME AGAIN!!
LOVE MY FRIENDS THATS ALL THAT MATTERS! BUT I CANT TELL U THIS RIGHT DAD? CAUSE U NEVER LISTEN AND WHEN U ACTUALLY DO U JUST SAY IM A STUPID TEEN THAT DOSENT UNDERSTAND LIFE!!!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! I WOULD FALL IN LOVE IF U ACUALLY LETTED ME LOVE THAT GUY!!! THEY ARE SO NICE TO ME! SOME I HAVE LOST CAUSE OF UR SHIT DAD! BUT U KNOW WHAT THEY SAY? GOOD FRIENDS ALWEIS STAY RIGHT?
SO FUCK IT! UR NOT IMPORTANT TO ME! UR NOT ME NOR MY FRIENDS SO FUCK OFF!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY "DAD"!!!
-----------------know that for ever ur daughter shall never forget...

i'v been really thingking lately that well...when is the day i will find love? all my friends come to me when they have boyfriend or girlfriend problems and i realy help them but...is that because i havent fallen in love so i can see it clear the problem? or is it just like a fake help that helps...?
but its still helping....so yeah...im glad i guess....in someway...

i got contacts and now dudes dont even recognize this goth-lolita-freak-geek so they are starting to hit on me also ppl want me go to skul w/ blower but im not! i get freaked out when i get attention....specially in school...